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Sometimes, you know, I want to take it all the way. I want to stretch boundries and make people change definitions.
Sometimes I'm afraid I'll never be enough, never be content. That I'll be left scratching at the close-up lava lamps in experimental films because all I want to do is break the barrier and see what's on the other side.
I've forgotten how much I hate large gatherings of people. It's just so exhausting to be aware of what people see and the difference between that and what I know is true.
Sometimes I'm afraid I'll never be enough, never be content. That I'll be left scratching at the close-up lava lamps in experimental films because all I want to do is break the barrier and see what's on the other side.
I've forgotten how much I hate large gatherings of people. It's just so exhausting to be aware of what people see and the difference between that and what I know is true.
