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Nov. 12th, 2005 11:27 pmI am so...just...inexperienced in the realm of all things sexual. It's not even very funny. How can hand holding make me feel strange? It wasn't even really hand-holding, he just put his hand on top of mine and ran a finger over my nails. This makes me feel very pathetic. I will not think about Mik, who has made-out with strangers before. Augh. The images...
Yes, I went over to Alex's. And we didn't make out or anything like that, contrary to fraternal expectations. We just sat around and watched Hitchiker's Guide and talked of the past, religion and politics. We barely touched, except when we were comparing hand sizes and when he put his hand on top of mine in the car on the way home. That was very unexpected. When he got out of the car I thought he was going to walk me to the door (in front of his Mom). In hindsight, it's pretty obvious that he wasn't going to.
Thank God. I probably would have done something idiotic.
Caro, dearest, stop squealing. It's most unbecoming.
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Tough decision time: shoebox project or piano practicing...hmmm....
Yes, I went over to Alex's. And we didn't make out or anything like that, contrary to fraternal expectations. We just sat around and watched Hitchiker's Guide and talked of the past, religion and politics. We barely touched, except when we were comparing hand sizes and when he put his hand on top of mine in the car on the way home. That was very unexpected. When he got out of the car I thought he was going to walk me to the door (in front of his Mom). In hindsight, it's pretty obvious that he wasn't going to.
Thank God. I probably would have done something idiotic.
Caro, dearest, stop squealing. It's most unbecoming.
...
Tough decision time: shoebox project or piano practicing...hmmm....
