Apparently my inner clock has decided that I sleep from three in the morning until one in the afternoon. And no matter how much I try to tell my body that no, that really doesn't work for me, I can't seem to get it to do otherwise. The only way I can sleep before one in the morning is if I take a sleeping pill or am drunk. And there's just something wrong with the fact that I have to drug myself to do what I used to do naturally. I'm really not looking forward to waking up tomorrow at eight.
I'll be out of my meds in three days. I'm going to have to ignore my terror of calling people and see if Dr. J can take me as a patient. Ugh. Don't want to think about that one too much.
Enough whining. I'm done my homework for the weekend. Whee! There's more I could do, but I'm lazy and it's not due until Tuesday so I'm not going to do it till Monday night. (yay procrastination). Now all I need to to is find my room under all that mess and then I'll be on my way to being ok. ish.
I broke up with Dom on Friday. I don't want to write about it. Or even think about it as much as possible. I know it's going to really suck once it sinks in that, yes, I have done this.
Till then, I distract myself.
I'll be out of my meds in three days. I'm going to have to ignore my terror of calling people and see if Dr. J can take me as a patient. Ugh. Don't want to think about that one too much.
Enough whining. I'm done my homework for the weekend. Whee! There's more I could do, but I'm lazy and it's not due until Tuesday so I'm not going to do it till Monday night. (yay procrastination). Now all I need to to is find my room under all that mess and then I'll be on my way to being ok. ish.
I broke up with Dom on Friday. I don't want to write about it. Or even think about it as much as possible. I know it's going to really suck once it sinks in that, yes, I have done this.
Till then, I distract myself.