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My RESP cheque didn't go through for some reason. Fuck.
2007-03-04
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I had this really creepy dream last Wednesday. I'd gone back to bed instead of going to school because I felt like crap. And I started to dream, only I didn't realize that I was sleeping. I thought I was still awake. I was lying in bed and I had a really hard time moving. It took so much effort just to lift up my hand to touch my face. And even when I did that I couldn't feel anything. Both my hand and my face was numb. I knew I had some sort of stubble on my chin, but I couldn't feel it.
Then I heard my clock-radio go off. I could hear the dj talking, but I couldn't understand what s/he was saying. With great effort I moved my hand over to my alarm and then I realized that it wasn't going off at all.
"Ok," I thought. "I am having an auditory hallucination."
Then I heard someone in the bathroom.
Now, I live alone and I knew in my dream that the house should have been empty. The thing that bothered me most, though, was the fact that I didn't know if the sounds I was hearing were real or not. The person came out of the bathroom as I just lay there. Still couldn't move. It was Dad, except it was a sketchy, teeth-missing and comb-over version of him. He came into the room, and then the dream faded. I woke a while later, feeling less comfortable in my empty house than I usually do.
Then I heard my clock-radio go off. I could hear the dj talking, but I couldn't understand what s/he was saying. With great effort I moved my hand over to my alarm and then I realized that it wasn't going off at all.
"Ok," I thought. "I am having an auditory hallucination."
Then I heard someone in the bathroom.
Now, I live alone and I knew in my dream that the house should have been empty. The thing that bothered me most, though, was the fact that I didn't know if the sounds I was hearing were real or not. The person came out of the bathroom as I just lay there. Still couldn't move. It was Dad, except it was a sketchy, teeth-missing and comb-over version of him. He came into the room, and then the dream faded. I woke a while later, feeling less comfortable in my empty house than I usually do.